Yeah, so three days at Myrtle beach didn't work out so well with the "diet" thing. I am back, but 4 lbs heavier than when I left. No good. I have a new scale (bday present from my mother) and I found out quickly that it doesn't lie to me like my old one did.
I have some new motivation, July 2012 I'll be revisiting Jamaica with my cousins. I've always been the skinny one of the bunch, but now I'm not. My youngest cousin just had twin girls, and looks amazing. We went to Mexico with them two years ago, and I was reminded daily they look better than me! Hey, close family has no reason to lie. I am happy for them for looking so awesome, but damn....let a girl eat a cookie without reminding her she's chunky!
I've been researching diets, so many to choose from. My mom just lost 20lbs on the HCG diet, but 500 calories and injections daily doesn't seem to be right for me. I'm a nurse, so the injection part doesn't bother me, its the 500 calorie part that freaks me out. So I'm going to go the 1200 calorie and exercise route. The idea of a lifestyle change is what I really want.
Tomorrow is a new day. I'm ready to once again wear a bikini with pride.
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